June 06, 2003
Updates from the Dream Diary
6-1-2003
A bunch of us — me, Debbie, Mike Ford, Elise Matthesen, and others — are staying in a mountain chalet that has been converted into a hotel. The place is full. We're waiting for something to happen. There is a certain amount of clambering about the rooftop and eaves of the place.
While walking along a corridor on the top floor, I hear a sound: the chopping sound of helicopters. I look up through a skylight and see a helicopter gunship hovering above the chalet. It's Governor Jerry Brown and his military escort. [In waking life, Brown is the former governor of California, and is presently the mayor of the city of Oakland.]
Governor Brown has arrived for an important meeting with us, and we aren't pleased that he has brought a military force with him. Debbie complains to me "It is just like he had driven here in a tank."
The hotel manager is in a swivet: there is no room left in the hotel for Governor Brown, let alone his retinue. We discuss what we can do about this. I offer to share a room with some of our companions. The trouble is that the rooms have only one bed each. Who is willing to share a bed with me. Can I sleep on a sofa?
We walk the hotel corridors looking for the right room for the Governor. I discover that the hotel in fact has lots of empty rooms, completely unfinished — no furniture, no plaster on the walls, no plumbing, nothing but bare stone walls.
6-3-2003
A lot of dreams last night, all of them involving a trip to the World Science Fiction Convention being held [in this dream, at least] in Melbourne, in Australia.
First we arrive at the airport — broad, flat concrete, with a blocky terminal. We have to walk a ways from our airplane to the terminal. The sky is clear and the sun is hot; the weather feels tropical to me. I think that we must be near to the Great Barrier Reef.
Someone asks me if this is my first trip to Australia. I surprise Debbie (who is traveling with me) by saying "No." I had visited once before, traveling many hours for a visit that lasted less than a day. [I think I was remembering in this dream another dream that I had a year or so ago in which I did just that. Debbie shouldn't have been surprised, though, because she was with me in that dream, too.]
We get settled in our hotel, which turns out to have a casino in it. Debbie asks me if I mind being here and not being able to play poker (the implication being that we can change hotels if this is a problem). I say that it isn't an issue, and I walk through the clamorous casino floor, observing that they don't in fact have a poker room after all.
In a later dream that night I'm talking to Cynthia Gonsalves, who turns out to be chairing this Worldcon, having been runnning things from a distance until the day it opened. Then I'm walking through the hotel, which is now a sprawling, open series of small buildings connected by shaded walks. In one building is a restaurant, in another a gift shop, guest rooms in yet another, and so forth. I walk through a lot of hotel, but never actually get to the convention.
6-5-2003
It's the ending of a science fiction convention — perhaps Minicon. Steve Brust is selling books in the dealer's room. I buy a book that he's written. The price is $3.95. I hand him four $1 bills, and he gives me a nickel in change. Steve also gives me a dealers-room badge, so now I have access behind the scenes.
I go back to our hotel room to pack up our own stuff. Debbie is waiting for me, because I'm the only one who can unhook and put away our oscilloscope and other electronic equipment.
We wind up at Steve's house after the convention, and Steve has large quantities of books for sale, many many copies of individual books. In a large display of books I see stacks and stacks of Roger Zelazny's Lord of Light, which I point out with delight, and next to them (completely out of character for Steve, it seemed to me) stacks of books by Marion Zimmer Bradley.
6-6-2003
For some peculiar reason having something to do with tax laws I have decided to go back to my high school, finish my senior year, and graduate. Apparently this will save me a great deal of money, and some foundation or other will cover my tuition. (I went to high school at a private boarding school in Hawaii.) All of the action of the dream takes place before the school year actually begins. I sort through my things to pick out what I'm going to take with me. I take my cat Rocky with me, and he comes back from a mandatory visit to the vet in Waimea with a dire diagnosis and promise of substantial veteranary bills to come. No matter — I can write a check for them right now!
I ponder the irony of a forty-four year old with a Master's degree in physics taking classes with a bunch of teenagers. The course work will be a cruise, and I'll have plenty of time to update my weblog.
Strangely enough, one of my roommates from my first year at Caltech turns up (can't remember his name — he was the guy working on an environmental engineering degree). We go jogging together. Later on, I wind up in a party in a bar for the current crop of graduating seniors. My eye is caught by a number of eighteen-year-old women in white cocktail dresses wearing leis around their necks and hibiscus in their hair.
Posted by abostick at June 6, 2003 09:45 AMThese dreams seem to have a very fannish flavor.
Do you really do so well at remembering them as it seems? I long for the day that they perfect the dream recorder. Of course, everything that seems so cool and significant as we dream it will be revealed as arrant nonsense, darn it!
Posted by: Anita Rowland at June 6, 2003 11:13 AMDo you really do so well at remembering them as it seems?
To me it seems that I only remember tatters and fragments. Even the most detailed narratives of dreams that I've posted earlier in the year are only stick-figure sketches of what I remember of them, let alone of the actual dreams.
As part of some personal-growth work I've engaged upon, I've been making a determined effort to maintain an ongoing dream diary. By all accounts, a person who does so gains facility in recalling dream details as their dream-journaling experience grows. I've only been doing it for a few months, and not assiduously, and the only real difference I've noticed is that I have substantial and lasting memories of the dreams that I've actually written down.
One difficulty I continually encounter is that I find it hard to distinguish between the dream itself and details that I might interpolate into it on recollection after waking. Then again, there are the bits of waking-life explanation and commentary that are not part of the dream that I sometimes find necessary to include.
I've always been a vivid dreamer, and I've always been aware on waking that I've had dreams. Some of them evaporate completely on waking, though; some leave flitting impressions that, when examined, can be followed to a more detailed remembrance of the dream; and some dreams make it into permanent memory — I have crystal-clear recollection of a few specific dreams that I had as long ago as my childhood.
Posted by: Alan Bostick at June 6, 2003 11:44 AMI like this dream. Did the something that we were waiting for happen yet?
Posted by: elise at June 19, 2003 12:51 AMWhat I remember was the thing we were waiting for was the meeting with Jerry Brown. It hadn't happened by the time I woke up.
A big influence on this dream is the fact that a teacher of mine has been involved in a series of negotiation with the mayor, about the fate of the city-owned Alice Arts Center. Mayor Jerry wanted to make the building the site of a showcase arts high school, evicting the residents and tenants in doing so. The residents had other ideas, as you might imagine. They mobilized community involvment, etc., and wound up having a series of meetings with the mayor and his staff, these meetings being facilitated by my teacher, Lane Arye. I'd been hearing stories from Lane about these meetings, and these were obvious input in the making of this dream.
The latest word seems to be, by the way, that the mayor has backed down, and the Alice Arts Center gets to continue in its current form.
